Saul’s Spear - Redefining Spiritual Abuse in the Church: Part 1

Important: This book is exclusively in digital format

Saul’s Spear - Redefining Spiritual Abuse in the Church: Part 1 is a survival guide for every David who’s served under a Saul. In this gripping third volume of Apostle’s Digest, Colette Toach exposes the battlefield that lies within the walls of leadership, loyalty, and spiritual abuse.

What do you do when the one who once affirmed your call now turns against you? When Saul throws the spear, David must decide: retaliate, retreat, or run into God’s arms.

With gut-wrenching honesty and prophetic precision, Colette walks you through the emotional and spiritual warfare you face when you are falsely accused, dishonored, or displaced. This book will show you how to navigate leadership betrayal while preserving your call, your character, and your crown.

This is for the apostolic warriors who served faithfully, yet were cast aside. For those who feel hunted instead of honored. Saul’s Spear: Part 1 will help you locate healing, recognize spiritual Sauls, and rise again without picking up a spear of your own.

Chapter Layout

Chapter 1: Apostles Must Master Emotional Warfare

• You Are Not Broken

• Set the Foundation

• Rejection is Not Personal

• Identifying the Open Doors

Chapter 2: Exposure to Rejection

• The Anatomy of Rejection

• Uncover the Roots

• David’s Rejection vs Saul’s Reaction

• The Impact of Illegitimacy

Chapter 3: The Spear

• What Do You Do When Saul Throws His Spear?

• Five Signs You’re Under a Saul

• Don’t Pick Up the Spear

• David’s Weapon Was His Character

Chapter 4: A Fugitive in the Wilderness

• Apostles Are Forged in Hiding

• The Loss of Your Identity and Reputation

• The Cave of Adullam

• Time to Step Away From the Fight