Saul’s Spear - Redefining Spiritual Abuse in the Church: Part 2

Important: This book is exclusively in digital format

Saul’s Spear: Part 2 picks up where the first battle ended, but this time, David doesn’t just dodge the spear… he builds a kingdom. In this raw and revelatory volume of Apostle’s Digest, Colette Toach walks you through the emotional aftermath of betrayal and the transformation required to become a true apostolic leader.

You’ve been wounded. You’ve been driven into hiding. But now comes the test of a real general: how will you lead others who are just as broken as you were?

From the cave of Adullam to the throne of Judah, this book teaches you how to navigate spiritual trauma, lead with emotional intelligence, and heal the misfits drawn to your mantle. You’ll learn that the wilderness wasn’t punishment, it was preparation.

This book is for the apostle who chose not to retaliate, who stayed true in the shadows, and is now ready to emerge, lead, and reproduce after their kind.

Chapter Layout

Chapter 1: The Cave of Adullam

• The Fugitive Becomes a General

• Attracting the Broken

• You Reproduce After Your Kind

• A Leader in Transition

Chapter 2: Apostles Must Confront Their Trauma

• God Heals From the Inside Out

• Apostles Carry Emotional Weight

• Stop Bleeding on God’s People

• Lead With Emotional Intelligence

Chapter 3: Apostolic Restoration

• Reconciliation After the Spear

• David’s Mercy to Saul

• Healing Through Submission

• Don’t Let Pain Define Your Pattern

Chapter 4: From Fugitive to King

• The Throne of Judah

• Building a New Apostolic Order

• The General God Can Use

• Rise, David—Your Time Has Come